HE GONNA TURN 2

he gonna turn 2 this coming 30th....

xde pun plan bday party or whatsoever...last year we go to Lombok and having his first beach vacay...
thn ni macam xsempat nak plan pape..life mcm busy tp i think,tetibe je dah September,lg 3 bulan dah 2017...cepatnya masa berlalu....

remember this cheeky boy take lombok last year??tahun ni mishka take home je la...hahaha...
kita saving ye syg...lagi 3 thn k,kita g disneyland...(oh my,entry lombok pun tergantung day last xde entry lagi...muahahahahaha)

so far,mishka dah nak 2 tahun,he such a wonderfull boy.he never fails to take anyone heart...jgn nanti dah besar you play with women heart sudah la ye mishka...stay loyal to ur women..ehhhhh...
dah pandai bina ayat...ayat fav dia skrg,nya uat = nia buat....hahaha...dah pandai melakukan urusan jual beli=beli eskem patah kat rumah cik da...dah pandai macam2 la...u name it,he can do it...hehehe.

the day without him is like a day without sunshine..he was my daily dose,the only man i love now and forever...forever my baby boy...

siapa yg rindu mishka.........nah..............

how to not love this handsome guy????

wait for another 2 weeks..special entry especially for him..... :)

MISHKA IS 1 !

sorry my baby Mishka...
too lil story about you here....
whatever is it,mama always love u....

last 30.9 , Mishka turn 1 !
how time fly so fast...
the last love i could save is your love Mishka....
thank Allah that He send you to my life as He takes my other loves.....
you complete the incomplete me....
no matter what the hardship,i hope that you will grow as a lovely, nice and a good man....
i couldn't give you everything that you want,
but i promise you every blood that through my vein,
every tears that falls,
every laugh,
its all yours....

be a good Muslim
be a good son to us
be a good brother to your sister
be a good man to your woman
thats all i would ask to you

Happy Birthday Harith Mishka Darius

I'm sorry i couldn't give you the party that you should have...
but you will understand one fine day
mama love you to infinity

------ >>> when everything goes wrong
                 having you is the only right thing happen
                 thank you for choosing me as your mother
                 i'm not good enough,but i will always love you unconditionally
               

HMD PROGRESS : 7 MONTHS MISHKA

hollaaa....my cika bum bum dah 7 months on 30.04.15 yang lepas...sekejap jer dah nak setahun......cepat sangat masa berlalu....sekarang mishka dah pandai semuanya...opss,cuma berjalan jer  belum betul2 lagi...dia xboleh berdiri xde support lagi...tapi kalau takat merangkak,memanjat dan berdiri merata2 tu dah xpert dah...gigi belum tumbuh lagi...sebab bulan ni xde check up,xtaulah berat mishka dah berapa...tapi anak hensem mama ni tetap maintain cool hensem....muahahaha...my lil Min Ho!hahaaha....

makan jangan cerita lah..bekalkan di 8oz bubur sehari pun xcukup...siap dah makan nasi dengan sup okay!hahahaha....susu plak start 6 bulan hari tu sebab supply susu dah xterkejar,dah mix dengan fm...still bersyukur MIshka dapat fully breastfeed sampai 6 bulan...bagi jer la ape pun,Mishka suka jer makan... and adik kesayangan kak long Nia ni...sikit2 adik..sikit2 adik..buat ape pun ingat adik..makan ape pun nak suap adik..Nia kalau makan eskem,adik pasti akan dapat merasa kesedapan eskem itu...hahahaha....

ok lah...next month birthday nia tapi mcm xdpt nak celebrate sbb jatuh bulan puasa...mama uat sekali dengan birthday adik jer la....hehehe....

mama sayang Harith Mishka Darius macam mama sayang Hanania Danisha walau mama tak dapat nak update pasal Mishka tetiap bulan mcm mama update pasal Kakak dulu...love u both!

my Min Ho!hahaha....

my baby hero

ma,mishka dah 7 bulan yer???birthday mishka jadi tau nak kek ninja turtle...

HMD PROGRESS : 5 MONTHS MISHKA

mishka dah g checkup last monday and got his jab for 5 month..
current progress :

height : 67cm
weight : 8kg

skill : crawling backwards....backwards ok,mishka skrg ngah merangkak ke belakang....berpusing jgn cakap lah...kalau tgk makanan,macam nak terjengil bijik mata tu..sabar nak,lagi 2 minggu mama bagi makan k....hehehe....

ok lah...

thats all for today...

MY BIRTH STORY - HARITH MISHKA DARIUS

**entry yang sangat panjang hasil peraman selama 4 bulan

haluuu.............

selepas 4 bulan baru la terdaya nak update cite bersalin kan si cika bum bum @ harith mishka darius ni...

itu pun walau selepas 4 bulan terasa ngilu lagi perut ni...hehehe

29.09.2014 - 12.30AM

malam tu,perut sebenarnya rasa tak selesa dah 2-3 hari..in fact dah overdue for 4 days dah...my actual edd is 25.09.2014....so memang ku menunggu je tanda2 nak bersalin tapi nan hado...ku tetap maintain sihat saje...saturday before tu siap boleh g jejalan jln tar-avenue k-klcc lagi...having an family small gather kat bens,klcc lagi...hahahaha..orang semua tgk perut takut jer....ade bdk promoter siap tanya kat my mil dah due ke akak tu....hahahaha..my mil siap jawab,dah overdue pun...muahahaha...ok,back to the story...

Malam 28.09.2014 tu rasa mcm sakit pinggang sikit...sikit je sakit nye sebenarnya...tp rasa mcm nak duduk xboleh,nak diri tak larat...hehehe..i still endure the pain few hours sampai la rasa serba salah nk g spital ke tak..nak g spital ke tak....lastly dalam kul 12.30am tu husband ajak g spital...so,lets go to the hospital bebeh...

sampai spital masuk emergency lr ppum,biasalah saringan kan..duk dalam lr,nurse tanya sakit mcmane... sbb bila psg ctg,contraction is sssoooooooo mild..bila sampai spital ehhh mane perginya semua sakit kat rumah tadi????????????tertinggal kat rumah ke sakit2 tu semua???cisssss.....tp sbb dah dtg kan,doc pun buat ve,jln tak bukak lagi pun...in fact baby still up,xturun lagi walau dh 4 hari overdue...since nothing to worry,doc transfer to ward biasa...esok pakar nak check......

29.09.2014 - 12.00 PM

ok,bermulalah episod siang nye....pagi tu breakfirst mcm biasa...lagipun my husband kerja that day...tp tghri waktu melawat dia dtg...ok,drama sebelum husband dtg ialah dram dengan air mata dengan doktor yg incharge i...hehehe...

Since semlm doc check ve xbukak lagi and baby pun up above lagi...no sign of labour pun...pagi tu around 8-9am doc round ward pun check baby...dia tekan2 perut and buat muka pelik...cisss,i hate those mimik doktor tu buat dengan muka...left me clueless...pastu dia pun call another doctor..mcm nk kan kepastian...around 20 minute later,dtg another doctor...lucky me semua doc yg incharge i was a women..another doc ni pun tekan2 my perut and she say where is baby head???i was like...takkan baby no head??hahahaha..bengong kan...and the 2 doc discuss and diorang terangkan kat i yg baby dah round head up,means baby dah songsang la...dlm2 perut dah besar and dia dah 40weeks++ tu time ni la dia nak pusing ke atas..all this while dia elok je dlm perut tu in the right position..

by that time,i knew it...doc mesti suggest to czer...berjurai jurai air mata ai depan dua doktor tu bila diorg kt kene go for czer...i mintak another few day for delayed kut2 klu baby nak pusing turun balik and they only giv till 30.9...and the set me an ultrasound tghri tu for confirm baby dah pusing ke atas...and nak estimate baby weight....and the scan mmg confirmkan baby dh head up and berat pun dh 3.9kg time tu...yess,another big baby is coming...hahaha...dengan berat hati i setuju my pakar set up a czer schedule for me on 30.9..doc pun dgn muka simpati nasihatkan i xkisah la normal or czer, yg penting both baby n mum safe..dia xnak i kene emergency czer,while waiting for normal labour..lg pun,xleh xtend dah baby dah over weight...dengan sedu sedan petang tu i sign borang utk czer..my schedule will around 2pm on 30.9..

And malam tu i cant sleep at all...sebab mcm dah sakit bdn ptg tu buat mcm2 style exercise dlm toilet...hahahaha...i still hoping for normal kot2 mlm tu ade contraction ker...hoping for miracle...but that miracle didnt happen...hahaha...kiri kanan kiri kanan pusing mlm tu nak tido..and i terlelap around 4am...

30.09.2014 - 8.00 AM

pagi ni,pukul 6.00pagi dah terjaga...subuh dulu,lepas tu ingat nak mandi tp lepas subuh terlelap pulak...hahaha..sebab ada kisah pasal mandi ni...terjaga dalam pukul 7 mcm tu,tp sebab hari ni schedule czer tghri,pg tu nurse dtg bagi ubat air rasa payau tu utk prepare czer...patutnye my turn dalam no 4 tu,lebih kurang kul 2.00pm tp tetibe eh eh eh...pukul 8 pagi tu lbh kurang i rasa mcm terkencing kat katil..padahal sebenarnya nak bgn pergi mandi...hahaha..baru nak g mandi tetiba air dah leaking...siap akak katil sebelah jerit panggil nurse bgtau my water broke...dah habis semua nurse gelabah..kebetulan plak my doc tgh round ward,mmg dia ada kat situ lah..terus dia suruh baring and dia check ve and baby position..ve memang tak de bukaan lagi and baby is still high and unlucky me,baby still in the same position like yesterday....so,my doc tak mau la tunggu sampai tghri baru nak operate,dia call anaest and ot staff slot in i dulu...dah la time tu husband kita kat rumah lagi..once doktor bgtau nak kene czer time tu jugak terus menangis...nurse la duk pujuk,xmo stress nnt bp high,xelok..dlm kene sorong dgn stretcher tu nurse bg fon dia suruh call husband sebelum diorg call bgtau..baik je nurse tu...siap bg guna fon dia call my husband...dpt la ckp and mintak maaf before go to ot...

dah masuk ot,rasanya xpayah la cite detail kan...dah panjang sangat rasanya entry ni...

1st time ever masuk ot,i was like freaking freezing dalam tu...rasa mcm kene renjatan ais...sejuk nak mampppsssssssss dalam ot tu..dah la naked kan...i was like shaking,pegang je tgn ade sorg nurse tu...  and bila my doc bg salam nak potong perut tu,i was like dreaming jer...tawakal and zikir je mampu bila terasa diorg godek2 perut...and i hear my doc say..... "Masyaallah,beautiful baby..patut la awak tak mau keluar ye,sedap duduk dalam perut mama...such a big baby..." then dia terus bagi nurse utk bersihkan and i hear the baby cry...terus kita pun nangis...lepastu nurse jerit from somewhere...ayuuu!!!you baby is so big..4.4kg !!!!! i was like..what...biar betul nurse..another big baby...ok,lepas ni xmau beranak dah...bila dah bersihkan nurse dtg bawak Harith Mishka Darius dekat i untuk pegang and nurse terus letak Mishka atas my breast and the moment dia hisap tu,terus hilang segala episod duka bersalin kali ni.....

ok,tu je lah...

cerita lepas bersalin nnt entry lain pulak...hehehe

Harith Mishka Darius fresh from oven...hour after czer.....

4.4kg baby

my hero

1-3 months

30.09.2014 - MY CZER STORY

hellooooo...
memang sebenarnya nak sangat cerita pasal pengalaman bersalin kali ke 2 ni...
tapi i still tak kuat lagi nak cerita...
nampak parut kat perut ni pun boleh buat ayu nangissss tetiba...
sambil lap parut sambil nangis.....

bukan tak redha...
benda dah berlalu pun....
dah jadi pun...
Mishka pun dah nak 2 bulan....
tapi......
entah.....
perasaan tu tak boleh nak describe.....
maybe bila dah ready nak cerita,kot2 ada yg nak tau ker....
one fine day akan tulis jugak,buat kenangan...biar Mishka baca....
betapa mama bersusah payah nak keluarkan Mishka....

lucky me Mishka such a good boy to take care....
during confinement tak menyusahkan mama pun....
dengan kita yang pantang sendirian berhad jer....
dengan emosi yang upside down pasang surutnye....
Mishka xmeragam pun...
he know mama not in a good condition kot.....

ok lah...
will write lagi sooonnnnn....
last bt not least,
latest pic of us.....

yang cuma menggembirakan hati ialah berat dah turun....

hahahahaha...

dari 97kg to 75kg now...

5kg more to go.....

hehehehe

ADIK BABY

adik baby yang chubby comel.....mama,papa and kak long Nia xsabar nak huggy.........

**buat 3d scan ni dengan Jezzlyn kat KLinik Fauziah 05.07.2014 hari tu.....alololo....adik baby tidooooo je sepanjang scan tu sebab malam sebelum tu dia dah dera mama sampai mama tak boleh nak tido...asyik menendang and pusing-pusing dalam perut......

LESS THEN 100 DAYS

oooommmmmggggggg
less then 100 days left
before adik baby due date.....

seriously
i just cant wait to go into labor room
tak sabar nak beranak...
nak peluk adik baby..

may everything go smooth...
and to Allah i praise...