ayu aman shah: MY BIRTH STORY - HARITH MISHKA DARIUS

**entry yang sangat panjang hasil peraman selama 4 bulan

haluuu.............

selepas 4 bulan baru la terdaya nak update cite bersalin kan si cika bum bum @ harith mishka darius ni...

itu pun walau selepas 4 bulan terasa ngilu lagi perut ni...hehehe

29.09.2014 - 12.30AM

malam tu,perut sebenarnya rasa tak selesa dah 2-3 hari..in fact dah overdue for 4 days dah...my actual edd is 25.09.2014....so memang ku menunggu je tanda2 nak bersalin tapi nan hado...ku tetap maintain sihat saje...saturday before tu siap boleh g jejalan jln tar-avenue k-klcc lagi...having an family small gather kat bens,klcc lagi...hahahaha..orang semua tgk perut takut jer....ade bdk promoter siap tanya kat my mil dah due ke akak tu....hahahaha..my mil siap jawab,dah overdue pun...muahahaha...ok,back to the story...

Malam 28.09.2014 tu rasa mcm sakit pinggang sikit...sikit je sakit nye sebenarnya...tp rasa mcm nak duduk xboleh,nak diri tak larat...hehehe..i still endure the pain few hours sampai la rasa serba salah nk g spital ke tak..nak g spital ke tak....lastly dalam kul 12.30am tu husband ajak g spital...so,lets go to the hospital bebeh...

sampai spital masuk emergency lr ppum,biasalah saringan kan..duk dalam lr,nurse tanya sakit mcmane... sbb bila psg ctg,contraction is sssoooooooo mild..bila sampai spital ehhh mane perginya semua sakit kat rumah tadi????????????tertinggal kat rumah ke sakit2 tu semua???cisssss.....tp sbb dah dtg kan,doc pun buat ve,jln tak bukak lagi pun...in fact baby still up,xturun lagi walau dh 4 hari overdue...since nothing to worry,doc transfer to ward biasa...esok pakar nak check......

29.09.2014 - 12.00 PM

ok,bermulalah episod siang nye....pagi tu breakfirst mcm biasa...lagipun my husband kerja that day...tp tghri waktu melawat dia dtg...ok,drama sebelum husband dtg ialah dram dengan air mata dengan doktor yg incharge i...hehehe...

Since semlm doc check ve xbukak lagi and baby pun up above lagi...no sign of labour pun...pagi tu around 8-9am doc round ward pun check baby...dia tekan2 perut and buat muka pelik...cisss,i hate those mimik doktor tu buat dengan muka...left me clueless...pastu dia pun call another doctor..mcm nk kan kepastian...around 20 minute later,dtg another doctor...lucky me semua doc yg incharge i was a women..another doc ni pun tekan2 my perut and she say where is baby head???i was like...takkan baby no head??hahahaha..bengong kan...and the 2 doc discuss and diorang terangkan kat i yg baby dah round head up,means baby dah songsang la...dlm2 perut dah besar and dia dah 40weeks++ tu time ni la dia nak pusing ke atas..all this while dia elok je dlm perut tu in the right position..

by that time,i knew it...doc mesti suggest to czer...berjurai jurai air mata ai depan dua doktor tu bila diorg kt kene go for czer...i mintak another few day for delayed kut2 klu baby nak pusing turun balik and they only giv till 30.9...and the set me an ultrasound tghri tu for confirm baby dah pusing ke atas...and nak estimate baby weight....and the scan mmg confirmkan baby dh head up and berat pun dh 3.9kg time tu...yess,another big baby is coming...hahaha...dengan berat hati i setuju my pakar set up a czer schedule for me on 30.9..doc pun dgn muka simpati nasihatkan i xkisah la normal or czer, yg penting both baby n mum safe..dia xnak i kene emergency czer,while waiting for normal labour..lg pun,xleh xtend dah baby dah over weight...dengan sedu sedan petang tu i sign borang utk czer..my schedule will around 2pm on 30.9..

And malam tu i cant sleep at all...sebab mcm dah sakit bdn ptg tu buat mcm2 style exercise dlm toilet...hahahaha...i still hoping for normal kot2 mlm tu ade contraction ker...hoping for miracle...but that miracle didnt happen...hahaha...kiri kanan kiri kanan pusing mlm tu nak tido..and i terlelap around 4am...

30.09.2014 - 8.00 AM

pagi ni,pukul 6.00pagi dah terjaga...subuh dulu,lepas tu ingat nak mandi tp lepas subuh terlelap pulak...hahaha..sebab ada kisah pasal mandi ni...terjaga dalam pukul 7 mcm tu,tp sebab hari ni schedule czer tghri,pg tu nurse dtg bagi ubat air rasa payau tu utk prepare czer...patutnye my turn dalam no 4 tu,lebih kurang kul 2.00pm tp tetibe eh eh eh...pukul 8 pagi tu lbh kurang i rasa mcm terkencing kat katil..padahal sebenarnya nak bgn pergi mandi...hahaha..baru nak g mandi tetiba air dah leaking...siap akak katil sebelah jerit panggil nurse bgtau my water broke...dah habis semua nurse gelabah..kebetulan plak my doc tgh round ward,mmg dia ada kat situ lah..terus dia suruh baring and dia check ve and baby position..ve memang tak de bukaan lagi and baby is still high and unlucky me,baby still in the same position like yesterday....so,my doc tak mau la tunggu sampai tghri baru nak operate,dia call anaest and ot staff slot in i dulu...dah la time tu husband kita kat rumah lagi..once doktor bgtau nak kene czer time tu jugak terus menangis...nurse la duk pujuk,xmo stress nnt bp high,xelok..dlm kene sorong dgn stretcher tu nurse bg fon dia suruh call husband sebelum diorg call bgtau..baik je nurse tu...siap bg guna fon dia call my husband...dpt la ckp and mintak maaf before go to ot...

dah masuk ot,rasanya xpayah la cite detail kan...dah panjang sangat rasanya entry ni...

1st time ever masuk ot,i was like freaking freezing dalam tu...rasa mcm kene renjatan ais...sejuk nak mampppsssssssss dalam ot tu..dah la naked kan...i was like shaking,pegang je tgn ade sorg nurse tu... and bila my doc bg salam nak potong perut tu,i was like dreaming jer...tawakal and zikir je mampu bila terasa diorg godek2 perut...and i hear my doc say..... "Masyaallah,beautiful baby..patut la awak tak mau keluar ye,sedap duduk dalam perut mama...such a big baby..." then dia terus bagi nurse utk bersihkan and i hear the baby cry...terus kita pun nangis...lepastu nurse jerit from somewhere...ayuuu!!!you baby is so big..4.4kg !!!!! i was like..what...biar betul nurse..another big baby...ok,lepas ni xmau beranak dah...bila dah bersihkan nurse dtg bawak Harith Mishka Darius dekat i untuk pegang and nurse terus letak Mishka atas my breast and the moment dia hisap tu,terus hilang segala episod duka bersalin kali ni.....

ok,tu je lah...

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